Any Road

Hi everyone. Yes, I'm still here and I still haven't finished the redesign of the blog. Who am I kidding? I haven't really started it. This year's been a very strange one for me and much of my life has been turned upside down. Of course this had to happen just as I announced I was redoing the blog! My timing was perfect.

So, right now I find myself in limbo. I'm not sure what's to come or where I'm going or even where I want to go anymore. There are so many things in flux. Relationships, residences, jobs, businesses, dreams, goals and hobbies. Friendships that seemed so solid are cracking. Is everyone only out for themselves? Or am I just hypercritical and overly sensitive right now? Why am I so willing to jettison life long relationships now? Why am I finding new relationships useless?

Nothing seems to satisfy anymore. Nothing seems to drive me right now. I'm going through the motions but the dance doesn't end, the tempo is a stately, stifling 4/4 -not even the beauty of a waltz.

But things are in flux - The barbecue gods appear to be smiling - or is it just a tease?